I waiting anxiously for my doctor's appointment on the 16th. I really hope he clears me to run again. Hopefully this time off hasn't hurt my endurance too much. I've also decided when cleared I going to sign up for races. I want to do a variety of distance up to a half marathon. Forget being scared. Forget people judging me. Forget that the other running are even there. I can do this, at my pace and for me. I want to run like I'm on borrowed time, like tomorrow's not promised and like I have something to prove (to me). So that's my plan. Run race and collect medals like the people that inspire me.